2004-09-09 - 9:09 p.m.

im just sitting around here, waiting, for something. i don't know what im waiting for- i think im just waiting for something to come and change my boredom.

i cleaned my room today! yay. and ben is coming up here to stl to see me and my new place. very exciting!!! i can't wait to see him. now i just need to clean the rest of the place... kindof. i don't feel like it. but i should... i feel like i've been eating like the biggest cow in the world lately. ever since i went grocery shopping i feel like all i ever do is eat and want food. its starting to make me feel really nasty, and really gross, and really fat. and really sad. i did some pilates today hoping to cure my self image problems, or at least lessen them. ugh i feel fat and full of lard. shoot me.

anywho- blonde redhead is coming in town soon. i want to go see the pixies in nashville but i just can't manage it. and i think i'll go up to chicago to see them in november, and then i can have another excuse to see benjamin!

well i suppose i should probably go and clean, and make some use of myself!

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